Hi.
I doubt anyone will read this since I've been so inactive on here everyone probably forgot about me


I'm almost done with my first year at the Art Institute and I have decided I will not be returning next year. I don't think art school/an career is for me. Since I've been going there I've completely lost any passion or interest I had for art. Art is nothing more than a hobby for me, I've learned and it's definitely something I do not like to do on command.
I feel like a failure for going to that BS school for a year and wasting all that money to just end up quitting and being miserable there.

So next year I will either be taking a year off or doing part time at a community college until I can sort out what the hell I want in life.

So hopefully when I'm done with classes I will be back on here more. I think I will want to actually make art once I'm done with school.

Yeah, also I'm moving soon. To a smaller kind of ghetto house, since ours finally sold after a year on the market. But for now I'm living here alone, since my family has all moved out already. Its odd.

How are you guys who actually read this?

Ok, so yet again, I haven't been updating as frequently as I want to.
I'm sorry.

But I have been quite busy with school and more recently making my costumes for an upcoming convention.


Next weekend is Sakuracon and and I are going with 4 outfits each. Which is fun and all, aside from the fact that we just started 2 of them yesterday XD Theres nothing like making 3 outfits in a week
I'll be posting pictures of my costumes after the con. So expect a quite a few pictures soon X3
I'm going as:
1. Jeane from No More Heroes
2. Sweet red & pink lolita
3. 2 dead twins from Fatal Frame 2
4. Cyber outfit w/ pink, yellow and black theme.

On top of all the stress from that I'm getting my wisdom teeth removed tomorrow

Once this con is over hopefully I'll have more time to make things to post.



I hope you're all doing well

It seems like whenever I update this I say the same thing...
"I'm not dead."
"I'll have more art up soon."


I need to level up my time management skillz.





Soooo as far as life... I just got mah self a new computer. Then I got a massive virus of death in less than a day, but luckily it's been fixed now after a long 2 hour surgery. I'm going to install photoshop tomorrow and hopefully the fact that this computer can run photoshop will be enough motivation to get me working. I have a pretty kick ass picture of Kyo from last year thats about 85% done.

In addition to that I've begun sewing agiain. I might upload some of my sewing experiments on here, but I haven't decided yet. I'm also going to do my first cosplay ever for Sakuracon in April. I'm pretty excited about it. I'm going as Jean from No More Heroes.

Thats it for this random update.

Really.
I swear I'm not.

Soooo sorry about the super lack of updates or even logging on. I have around 300 messages XD and things to look at.

Also, sorry for lack of comments on journals and such. I haven't been on here at all lately.

I started college, which is consuming nearly all of my time.
Well... that and aimlessly procrastinating homework. I haven't finished anything worth posting lately but I'll post some crap from school and mabey some stetches to prove I haven't been quite as lazy as it seems.

How are you all?

It's so hot here I think I'm going to die.

Its been a pretty boring summer so far. Work and heat. Thats about it.

I've been working on some new stuff but switching back and forth between what I'm working on so nothings done yet. It seems like I never have time to do much... including keeping up with deviantart

I'm going on a small vacation soon though, so that will be nice.


I hope you all are having a good summer. How are you?