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Bye bye art school

Mon Jun 1, 2009, 2:55 AM
  • Mood: Angsty
  • Listening to: Elakelaiset
  • Watching: UP
  • Playing: No More Heros & Sims 3
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Hi.
I doubt anyone will read this since I've been so inactive on here everyone probably forgot about me ^^;


I'm almost done with my first year at the Art Institute and I have decided I will not be returning next year. I don't think art school/an career is for me. Since I've been going there I've completely lost any passion or interest I had for art. Art is nothing more than a hobby for me, I've learned and it's definitely something I do not like to do on command.
I feel like a failure for going to that BS school for a year and wasting all that money to just end up quitting and being miserable there.

So next year I will either be taking a year off or doing part time at a community college until I can sort out what the hell I want in life.

So hopefully when I'm done with classes I will be back on here more. I think I will want to actually make art once I'm done with school.

Yeah, also I'm moving soon. To a smaller kind of ghetto house, since ours finally sold after a year on the market. But for now I'm living here alone, since my family has all moved out already. Its odd.

How are you guys who actually read this?

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:iconhybridotaku:
i read it :lol:

and i know what you mean about losing your passion. i was a creative writing major for three years and i just changed my major to anthropology [archaeology] because i just lost all my passion for writing as a CAREER [and now i definitely won't graduate on time even though i wasn't going to anyways]. it's always been a hobby and i want it to stay that way. not sure i wanna pursue photography as a career, but maybe i can incorporate that into archaeology in some way?

idk. i hope you find what you're looking for and good luck with whatever you end up doing~ :heart:

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:iconfluffyivy:
Where are you moving???

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:iconthecrimsondoor:
Just off of Avery. Not far. 1.5 miles or something. XD

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:iconthecrimsondoor:
I'm glad other people have trouble deciding what they want to do. XD Its so difficult to decide.

I'm glad you found something that you like :) I'm sure I'll figure something out... I just don't know when XD

and good luck to you too :D

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:iconhybridotaku:
thank you so much dearie~ :iconiloveyouplz:

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I live for the weekend. I live for HARDSTYLES. I live for hardstyle, baby! :dance:
:iconhylianhero3:
Heh I am deciding on that road right now, I have my choice to pursue game design which is my passion but it is a huge risk taker, or stay in town and learn Japanese and take marketing, which can be used in alot of places.

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